J'essaie. Yes, I do try to write this damn essay but God, school really has destroyed me. I have no faith in my own writing these days, and for all I know my illustrious teacher will misinterpret my thesis statement and I will fail the whole essay as a result. Oh, I cannot wait to be done with high school. I feel obliged to be the best, but I also feel utterly incapable of being the best. Someday I will find peace with myself. Someday long after I am freed from the treacherous bondage of high school.
- Mood:
Worried - Listening to: Sounds whose purpose is only to keep me awake
- Reading: My ill-fated essay
- Watching: Words spill onto the document
- Playing: With my tenuous sanity
- Eating: At my innards
- Drinking: The bitter taste of defeat
Devious Comments
I totally get what you mean! I have much confidence in my writing skills still, but this year, yes, this, my final year of schooling, I have handed in essays 3 months late. Sometimes less. But you see! What kind of essay takes that time to write? Life, she hates you when you are down. I liked the final product though. Essays aren't easy! But I believe in you: you person I have not met.
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~区秉明~
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